boohoohoo.....i can't believe i am feeling this way.....usually i am quite emotionless on such occasions.......but it is different this time.....i cannot bear to leave vs now.....but i haf to...the feeling is overwhelming mi....eating mi from the inside....wat shld i do....i haf no clue....HELP!!!!my not so distant future is fixed.....not a good news...i think this few sentences in the song best describes how i feel rite now"Goodbye to u....goodbye to everything that i do"cept it is goodbye to vs...goodbye to frenz and pleasant memories....seriously...i CANNOT believe myself...this is the first time i felt so strongly to anything to do wif the skool....usually i am always cursing,complaining....i guess this is an exaggerated form of"absence makes the heart grow fonder"....haiz.....strangely...i dont feel anything for that choir.....and at first i am quite emotionally attached to that....hehe....i am sooo strange....i juz realized that i am not actually wat i am think i am.....hehe.....i am soooo gonna miss all the ppl i noe....even not so close friends......but of course not enemies.....i am not THAT good lah....doesn't mean i didn't change for the better....so muz treat them better when i meet them again...if they treat mi well too lah......that is of course one lah....but if they dun insult mi or say things that i dun like or annoy mi.....i will oso treat them good as well.....hehe....may our friendship last till the end of time!!!!!!