new year....so sad...sorri but i lyk to dwell on the past....its the beginning of a new year....a year of challenges,difficulties,most things bad....haiz....but there will oso be the good things...i hope....i started off the new year by going out with my frenz....fabian,ian and his bro....woke up at 1130 when supposed to meet at 1200 at orchard...thank god ian called to ask if i needed a lift....so we went for lunch and then watch Kung fu hustle...veri funny but doesn't make any sense....after that it rained so we went for shelter at hmv....coz ian wanted to see a soundtrack or sumthing....then fabian gave me sum soveniers from korea...so sweet....then after that i got a lift back as well...:)...mom reached home first...surprise surprise....she was cooking sumthing...curry chiken for the potluck at her friend's house tonight.then i juz slacked around....the sad thing is,when she went to bathe,the curry burnt a little...she got so mad when she came out....started scolding and scolding....had quite a lot of fun at her friend's house...played cards,go to haigen dais to eat ice cream...yum yum...turned out the curry wasn't that bad...thank god...if not my mom will KILL...ya...after the countdown then veri fast go home oredy...the telecast was cancelled out of respect for the tsunami victims...oh well...toking about that,i can't believe that ppl actually dunno that that's a tsunami when u can see it so far away...when u can still run...haiz..poor things...oh well...

now...lets sae wat i feel about the new year...lets juz sae that i can oredy feel the enormous amount of pressure building on my shoulders rite now....add that to the amount of doubts and worries and other "hesitant" feelings...oh god pls let mi pass the next few years smoothly...ok...it doesn't need to be THAT smooth...juz let mi go QUITE smoothly is enuff.....haiz....wonder if i can COPE.....haiz....i shldn't think about that now...think a little later lah...ok...i haf no more mood to write oredy....AAAARRRGGGHHH!!!!!!!!!HAF TO GO TO SKOOL NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SO SCARED!!!!!PLS LET MI BE ABLE TO COPE WITH THE EXAMS AND TESTS AND HW AND PROJECTS AND WATEVER THEY THROW AT MI LAH.haiz....