Tuesday, May 24, 2005
its a long long journey...
its been such a long time since i last posted....reason being that i simply haf too many tests and not to mention...electives...nonono....not crystal growing this time...though i really want to do that again....this time its personal financial budgeting....well...its quite screwed up for me....namely coz of the first presentation that i haf to do...there is a total of three of those...well...last week friday was the first...then my group pissed the teacher off by not being prepared....then there is one todae...which is ok...incredibly....i still think amanda's powerpoint totally trashed ours....as usual...ohwell....we still haf one more to go....not to mention the 2 essays that i haf to do....one ss shitty one..and one financial budget for meself....URGH...i cant stand it!!!!!!!!and on top of those, i still haf to study for chinese test...and do zuo ye...tedious tasks to be accomplished....haf to start and hopefully, get fruitful results from researching on 3 singapore policies which i detest.....hmm....so....ARGH..I AM GONNA CRASH.....all through the weekend is late night sleep which resulted in a crankier terence than usual....not to mention frequent outbursts...well...at least there is minimal bright sides of life rite now...one is that all the tests for this term is finally over....hurray....and the hols are coming real soon....cant wait....i need to go out with fabian and ian they all....before i die of depress and boredom and everything bad....well...now for the predictions of results...humans, ss and hist fail...geog probably pass...sciences shld be able to do quite well....electives...maybe merit,....ARGH..I HATE MY ABYSMAL RESULTS...they are so pathetic....URGH....cant think of anything else to do...sleepless nites plus stress and all work no play, throw 2 PEs in and there...u get a terence full of spite....and explosives....and zero energy....URGH....i am beginning to hate myself...
blogged @ Tuesday, May 24, 2005