oh well....been almost a week into the holidays...ok..so maybe it is a week into the holidays...but i am already beginning to dread school again. sumthing that never happens usually untill the last week...with all the unfinished hw left to rot under the thick pile of paper on my table for the last 3 weeks of hols...this is naturally a MAJOR factor for this feeling but there are also other factors affecting it. some of them are...the change of groups (COME ON....i USED to be in the BEST grp...now..i dunno...probably will fail horribly) next is the math project(reason? this is linked directly to the fact that i had to regrp), and another is the LA roleplay...although this is not linked to the above points, i still do NOT lyk to act out anything...even if it is for marks....but i juz HAF to...oh well...yup..these are the MAIN reasons y i dread skool in the brginning of the hols...oh yeah..almost forgot...the freakin CHINESE exam....i KNEW i wldnt enjoy my hols as much becoz of that shit....well...i dun wanna tok abt that anymore...all this negativity in my life is turning my into a mental patient who managed to escape from the looney bin...i am SO close to opening and closing the car sun roof again and again in insanity...so there i go...one whole big blob of regurgitated information...i SERIOUSLY am in need of brightness...and meditation...like taking a bowl of smouldering incense and a bird feather and waving the feather up and down my head chanting:"rid of me of my bad karma...clense my soul from darkness..."...ARGH..."i am sick sick sick sick of your shit; and i am tired. i am sick and tired...damn them and their school work..."