Sunday, June 19, 2005
dread
the sense of dread is looming ever closer and more menacing than ever now that i am just one short short week away from the start of school. i cant stand the thought of receiving my test papers for humanities. especially for hist and ss...i fear for the worst...and the most probable...that i will fail horribly...the chances of me even acheiving a pass is slim to none. besides that, i still have to worry about a script that i have to write, a MAJOR maths project which will take a humungous portion of my final year exam marks. and this is made worse by the change in groupings. well, i am already beginning to feel that heavy, depressing emotion that i get everytime the holidays are abt to end. as time passes like light, this feeling is bound to get more and more severe untill the eve of the start of term where it gets so strong i get depression temporarily. urgh..i hate that feeling....it juz sucks.....the only thing i haf accomplished during this month that is relatively good for my academics is that i finished 3/4 of the maths holiday homework. i havent even started on the english one. and i seriously doubt that i will ever complete it. add all of that on to the coming chinese test. urgh....LIFE SUX.....rite now that is...
blogged @ Sunday, June 19, 2005
