Sunday, July 24, 2005
sudden...
i was sitting on the bus, and i juz had some flashbacks...of my life....in VS to be exact...well....i haf to admit that that is realli rare...possibly onli once in a few years....but well....this year seems to be one of them...and...to say the truth, i kinda missed the times i had there...now this has absolutely nothing to do with a phrase that loads of victorians lurve to use:"once a victorian, always a victorian"...ABSOLUTELY NOTHING....coz i am and will always stand by what i have alwaes said.."i was never a victorian"..well..at least that i can be sure of...and no matter how many second thoughts i may ever haf, that will never change...but i guess its juz the perfect, and revised, memories juz cant be wiped away...and strangely enough, many of these memories tend to lead me all the way to think of the choir that i was in...
well...i have to say today was a day of recollections...i wonder where did all those stuff are stored in my brain...but it seems like the brain is checking whether i still want those information or not...something i think it has been wanting to do for a long time but i juz haf no time to pause and turn ard and reflect...but when i was on my way to bugis, the new theme song for this year's NDP was playing...and i haf to admit it is rather good this year...though juz as a side topic...i think its realli interesting to note that taufik, having gone through serious competition for singapore idol, has the all-important role of being the accompaniment to the gurl...hmm..anyway...and this memory juz came...the part where i juz got to know konrad...the whole beginning of our friendship..which i am afraid is threatened by the loss in contact...i still remember..it was about may when i was sec 1...when we truely interacted with each other...the first topic we toked abt is the add-ons for little fighter 2...and we were sharing websites...for good downloads...and this topic strangely bonded us together...and sparked off the start of our friendship...and from there it evolved..and deepened even more so after the skool moved...and why is the national day song relevant??coz another of our initial topics of discussion was national day songs...well...i still havent broke my voice then...and so when the topic sprang up...we kept trying to see how far into the past can we remember and kept singing real softly...and all i noe is that i can go as far as the song" home".. by kit chan...and incidentally, we were supposed to do a description of someone in the class...and konrad and i described each other...ha...those happy memories...and i cant remember whether i am oredy the ferocious person most of the ppl in my class think i am then...or not...anyway...it juz sparked off my entire train of thoughts and memories for the past 2 years....and i think that those were the most fruitful days i have so far...
well...i haf no idea how life will be like next...but...for now, i think i shall juz drown in the sea of memories while i still can...and treasure every moment of it...u never know when u may lose all of them...life juz works that way....unpredictable...fluctuating...
blogged @ Sunday, July 24, 2005