ok...the tests are here AGAIN!!!!!!! yah..i noe...old news...everytime i blog its somewhere along these lines. but then again, it is the facts wad. and t juz gets realli annoying to note that i haf 5 longlong powerpoints to study and memorize then think of how to use the information tomorrow in the test. so this show that i am realli supposed to be studying, not blogging. so why did i choose to blog, coz it is damn stressful and i decided to look at all my posts...tracing my life all the way from nearing the final year exams last year to the time when i went into this IP thing and screwed up big time. so there u haf it. and through this i realized that i was realli stupid, comparing with all the people that i noe now. in fact, i am feeling inferior rite now! and i juz kept reading abt my life in sec 2h. wow it was quite an experience. and i realli miss not having to worry abt the finals. as in the period of time after the final year exams last year...GOSH....i dun seem to be making any sense now am i...NOPE...ok..i am going hysteric and ballistic and skidding out of control and losing my temper and what not and creating a hell of a hoohaa..i need a shrink soon! NOW wld be a good time. now add that to the fact that i haf a history tedst tomolo. that is juz so frustrating and destabilising. i am absolutely going mad about Hitler getting his way about some kinda legal dictatorship where he shamelessly pushes all the blame to the communists and use real powerful propaganda and appeal to the masses mostly in the rural areas and ensuring that the price of agricultural goods remain high so as to benefit the farmers and keep his promise and earn their support which gives them the mandate and legitimacy to rule as they are the majority. and that is abt all that i noe which is hopelessly pathetic. I NEED TO MEMORIZE MORE!!!!!!!!! ok..so i gtg and to exactly that rite now.