i cannot believe it. i have to go to school once again after a 2 month break. no matter how much the break is made less like a break with all the projects that our group needs to meet up every now and then. but i still cant bear to wake up at 645 AM once again... when i have the liberty to wake at 12 or later in the holidays. and whats more, i have learnt never ever to leave things that are very difficult to the last minute. i should haf blogged about my trip long ago and not when school is about to open. haiz... i dunno whether i can even complete the diaries... and that is besides all the homework that i have. including maths which i havent finish coz i dunno how to do half of the thing and the chinese compre coz i lost the paper. i think i shall have to find time in the first week when things SHOULD NOT be as complex yet and rush everything out. and i think that equates to lousy work. but wad else can i do. unless i can turn back time...but then again, i dun think that it will work coz i will juz start playing again... so i guess i juz haf to squeeze and stress and get depressed all over again...