the second week of school has been quite an experience for me. in a REALLY bad way. ever since i came into IP, my sleeping times have been moving closer and closer to dawn of the next morning. that particular thing just got a step worse. usually, i would be able to sleep at a "normal" of 2am in the MORNING. but for the last week or so, that sleeping time has been moved at least an hour down from 2 to THREE-FOUR am. that effectively reduces the total hours of sleep that i have to...three hours. NOT THE RECOMMENDED EIGHT HOURS. but FIVE freaking hours LESS. the past week has been without a doubt the most draining for me. DAMN IT. besides that, i have to try my best to get energy from i do not know WHAT source to stay awake during lessons. it is REALLY getting old that i am fighting this VERY strong urge to sleep in class. to make things worse, MY EXAMS ARE A FREAKING FU**ING WEEK AWAY! damn it. what the effing hell is wrong with the education system in this god damned place! besides that, my hours in school have been extending beyond reason. everyday, i spend TWELVE hours in school. that is HALF a day. from 7 to 7. everyday we only left when the people CHASED us OUT of the place. revision??? FAT CHANCE. and there are irritating annoying people who ALREADY FINISHED THEIR REVISION FOR A LOT OF THE EXAMS. its like... WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just feel like murdering people now. period.

and what the hell do i get from all this shit?? A BIG FAT NOTHING. NADA. ZILCH. NIL. for heaven's sake i did not even get the chance to study for any of my exams while SOME OTHER PEOPLE can already start WHEN THEY ARE ALSO IN MY GROUP. how DARE you say that i do not care! DAMN IT!

for goodness sake, for THREE days in this week i have been FALLING asleep INVOLOUNTARILY at my TABLE. not even at my BED. WHY! because i was doing those FREAKING projects. i have never. NEVER in my LIFE fallen asleep on a TABLE when i can go to my BED. just yesterday, i FELL asleep AGAIN in front of my computer AT ELEVEN THIRTY. i was THAT tired. FAIR FEW people has ANY CLUE of what i have been going through. how many exactly? i think about 2. the others? they dun give a damn. so FINE. if u can study while i slog away, i WILL turn the tables. i SWEAR.

God BLESS ALL OF THOSE INCONSIDERATE SELFISH VERMINS.