ok. this is pissing me off. bloody freaking Minis*** of EDU******is getting on my very last nerves. although this is going to sound really egoistic but i have to say this. i cannot believe it. i just got my letter for an EDUSAVE MERIT BURSURY. that is like...the lowest possible "scholarship" thingy in the bureacracy. it is, as most people in Singapore will know, awarded to families with annual income of less that 4000 bucks and is awarded to the top 25% of students who have done well academically in their streams/school.

well, the thing that is freaking pissing me off is the fact that i got THAT when i am the fourth in level. damnit! wad the f*** is the STUPID gov*******'s problem....TOO LITTLE MONEY? SPENT TOO MUCH ON MILI**** stuff?!?!?!?!?!!?!??!!??!?! puh-lease. you have the fattest wallet in the region for GODS SAKE. you would THINK that you can afford to award some people who worked HARD for it... i KNOW that i worked REALLY HARD for a 300 or 500 buck scholarship and i am quite confident that according to my results, i am entitled to the highest one. but NO......i had MERIT bursary instead.

SOME ENCOURAGEMENT I SEE... i swear i will clear this matter before i leave for my holidays.. DAMN YOU TO HECK