Monday, January 22, 2007

throat

this is very very irritating......first it broke...and then now it is constantly "congested"...and every morning i will wake up and get so annoyed with it...what on earth happened to the days when it can be fully utilised for prolonged periods of time and i can still wake up feeling fine...this has been going on for quite some time already and the constantly need to clear it is seriously getting on my nerves...bloody hell...to heck with teen-hood....gosh...this is so awkward...even the range went through drastic changes...it changed for the worse...from 4 to less than 2...and those 2 are at such weird places...urgh...its like stuck in the middle of nowhere. it used to start from the middle but now its like..starting at some freaking weird note right smack in the middle of the scale which is 1 lower than the middle...and the thing that is bothering is not exactly the range and scale and what not...but rather the freaking feeling of it being so irritated and just...stuck. ARGH. haiya...this sucks. but nevertheless...it is inevitable and it must happen....if i dun wanna be some freak...but then again...i am quite sure that there are many people who do already think i am rather freaky...to put it mildly...yeap. ar well..this is going nowhere....though it is quite obvious what i am referring to...and it probably sounds super silly and ..weird and DUMB and wadeva bad thingy...but yeah...it is seriously irritating me. damn it..DAMN IT TO HECK

blogged @ Monday, January 22, 2007