Monday, February 26, 2007

attachment is over and this sux.

2 whole months have just flew by. 2 months of really fun times. 2 months of doing fascinating labwork. 2 months of learning from kitwei. 2 months of getting to know all our lab people. 2 months of going crazy. 2 months of eating at the meeting room. 2 months of travelling almost two hours to and fro. 2 months of sleepy spell and sleeping of the train. 2 months of joy. on the last day, which was yesterday, i felt rather down and really sad. in fact, i was so sad that i got a splinter in my thumb when taking out the plastic from the wooden chopsticks rather quick. eventually got it out with the lab staff's nailclipper..but man..it hurt a LOT when i was plucking it out...but i was happy as long as it was out of my skin. we spent the last day doing as many things as we can..helping our mentor with some of her stuff... so that she can concentrate on her new attachment student from ngee ann poly. we were all so sad that it will be the last time that we are doing this kinda stuff...and also we are kinda proud that we can do those stuff without her telling us exactly what to do anymore. feels accomplished. after such a long time, we just got to really interact with everyone in the lab and just as everyone warmed up to us, we had to leave. in fact, everyone toked to us much more on the last day...even boss tried to tok to us more...asking us about JC life and scholarships. and he even agreed to help us endorse testimonials. haiz...we are really sad to leave attachment lah..but no choice. even the heavens feel the same way...it was raining for almost the whole day and it got heavier when we wanted to leave the first time. oh yes...our lab people are really nice. it was really last minute that they knew that it is our last day..and vivian rushed to the mama-shop downstairs to get us farewell cards where everyone jotted down some "warm fuzzies"quote from legally blond 2. it was quite funny...coz she was tryin to keep it a secret but well, it was quite obvious coz we can see through the glass panel in the door connecting the lab and the office. so whilst she was rushing to get everyone to write sumthing...allister wrote somthing for all of them collectively too. like a byebye note...haha...and we signed on it as well..and when we said our final goodbyes, we stole a pin form the notice board and pinned that note outside the lab...hahaha...almost got caught in the act by vivian...so we were like running to the lifts...exciting last day... but at the same time, i was starting to get that omnimous feeling that i got myself into some deep shit with those people in another place. and i was proven right this morning. got reprimanded by her...and that guy is just...i dunno...but he just gave me that depressing feeling. and after that i was really sad...first attachment ended..now this. haiz. i felt really depressed and sat down to read my econs notes...trying not to think about that...thank god for those three bubbly people who came and went insane...not to mention our dear lunch buddy who got us out of that madhouse before the official time and brought us for a spin in the crazy mobile. after lunch we went to jp's house to watch tv..and then they were cooking up some crazy plan which is both expensive and insane and i was either playing with jp's phone or half-sleeping. in the end, i blocked out their conversation...as in i hear it...but i din take in a single word they are saying. lols. and now i am back home..watched a short movie...and feeling sad all over again before i decide to start on those math nonsense...hopefully i can remember. i carn stand another day like the last session.

blogged @ Monday, February 26, 2007