just watched mr bean's holiday with fabian vernon they all at cineleisure. its been such a long long time since i went there for a movie. now its usually at the cathay or sumthing. anyway, the movie was absolutely hilarious. i lurve the part when he was busking. and the ending is so funny and cool as well. next thing...i really dread school nowadays...i have no idea why. it just totally sucks to me. all the homework and stress and everything is just so damn freaking annoying and that constant feeling is really starting to kill me. i dunno lah. sometimes its just so hard to explain why isit that i feel like that. the thing is. i do NOT want to go to school. anytime soon. i am SICK and TIRED of having SO MUCH owkr to do and i am SURE that will continue for a really really long time. wads the problem with the teachers man....its like..they are not teaching much!!!!! i am not learning a whole hell of a lot from school nowadays. its just so mundane. the teacher just talks and i dun really think that they give a f**king damn if you get it or not. and after that they plonk you with a tonne of homework and expect you to finish it by some RIDICULOUS deadline. and its like...i have no idea what i am doing during GP lessons. its just...EMPTY. seriously. i have no idea what i am doing during lessons. its always just blind listening and i dun even think i am absorbing much information. also, the people in school are like. not helping. i dunno lah. but nowadays i just dunno how to interact with people. i think. yes. socially retarded i know. seriously, i do not know what i am learning in economics and GP lessons. i have absolutely no clue what is going on. ok fine, i understand the concepts. but i have absolutely no idea how am i supposed to apply them to anything like essays and stuff like that! and by the way, i dun even fully understand the concepts. and its not like as if i am not trying. even though i should be instead of typing out this crap. but still, i DO try very very hard to understand. its just that i DUN GET IT. i just DONT. and my brain seems to be refusing any extra information. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dunno if this is like a teenager thing but it sucks. really. it REALLY sucks. and i need to make it clear that i am not saying it just for the sake of saying it. i MEAN it. but then again....who cares. its not like anyone really takes me seriously or anything.