i have NO idea why i am not sleeping coz i wanna sleep. but i shall tok a while longer before i bathe and sleep. and go for tuition tml. grrrrr. anyway, another thing i have no idea about why i have this drive to post TWICE in a day. technically speaking its 2 days. but i havent slept yet so its counted as one. maybe its coz i have jesse mccartney's songs in my ears or i am just too bored and looked at photos and maybe its a combination of both. by the way, his songs rock.

actually, i wanted to blog about why i wanted to blog. but then i decided against it coz its too private. i think. anyway...the fundamental question of what this post was supposed to be..is the question, "is it me, or everyone and everything else that changed?" coz seriously, i dun really like the change. change in many different ways. superficial or otherwise. changes. why isit that others can change for the better while i carn. dun really understand that. its...unfair? (by the way, the last few statements are referring to another issue completely. has to do with that inferiority complex of mine.)