gosh....today was SO tiring...it was a long horrendous day and it ended with adrenaline rush. i shall get to that later. so as always, i had to start off my week with TWO periods of GP...*grrrrrrs*...and after that, i had a short break which i totally used to edit my mistakes in bio practical worksheet...and then there was TWO periods of chem which is quite ok coz i understand whats going on. my teacher is good. hehex. after THAT was the beloved break of 2 periods. which i used to eat (duh i was starving) and rest before ECONS lecture.

yes. so econs is becoming more and more of my bane is life. dozed off in first half of the lecture and went a tad crazy in the second half. (i was laughing at the stupidest things and god damn it i laughed way loud and they were recording the lecture. so i successfully managed to make a complete fool our of myself in front of majority of the J1 and TA cohort. good job terence)...you know..its becoming a pattern. every lecture is like this. i doze off writing some note on my paper and when i wake up, the teacher is going on to the next page. so i just scribble what i THINK i was about to write there and move on. and when i get high, the teacher starts explaining a complicated looking graph with one sentence. one long sentence devoid of punctuation. so that tickled me for some unknown reason. and that was totally embarrassing. ok. next. after econs was math tutorial...and i was kinda fine there as well...its another subject where i still can understand and learn sumthing from. something USEFUL i mean.

FINALLY, i come to PE. and i was hoping that we will be doing sumthing funny like shot put. BUT noooooooooo...we were having mock 2.4 run and we were also told that we are having broad jump and pull ups next week. if you fail, you go into S-paper class for PE. seriously, it isnt a glorious sorta thing but i am 1000000000000% sure that terence will be joining that S-paper class. yes. anyway, one great achievement for me is that i actually PASSED 2.4. 12.36. i am so proud of myself. yes. the run took about 3/4 of my life away and i was wheezing when i stopped and went to record my timing. mental note to self: bring inhaler for all PE lessons from now onwards to prevent death. yes. anyway, after PE, i trudged with marc and allister to the toilet to change before going for science council chem meeting. i promise to be more involved in my PDP. coz my records are totally pathetic. gosh terence. you suck. anyway, i was recovering from the THREE stitches i had while running and sore legs...so i was basically structurally unsound. and during the meeting, i haf decided to grow more crystals. hopefully i can improve...haha. anyway..i am like..on my own and that just sucks. (i need ideas and methodology...god...why isit that they think i am good at this when i am not......)

After the meeting, i was about to go home when i realized...MY TABLET WAS MISSING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was NOT to be found anywhere in the lab OR toilet. so i was totally starting to panic to no end. and allister tagged along to make sure that i din break down and also to help me find it. yes. so after double checking the lab and toilet, i RAN (remember PE...i am operating purely on adrenaline now...) to the general office and saw marc. so i totally babbled coz i was close to hyperventilating. and non of them remember me carrying my tablet...so i asked allister to help me ask the GO. and i RAN all the way to the sports complex. and i totally ignored the "please keep off the field" sign and ran ON the field...so my heart was thumping DAMN hard and fast and i was feeling really giddy and dizzy and about to faint. so i rushed up the grand stand thingy and when my eyes spotted that greay rectangular laptop bag...i was absolutely esctatic and relieve was flooding over me like some tsunami wave and i was really light-headed. and i ran to pick it up and went back down where i called allister to tell him the good news...i was practically jumping up and down and screaming (squealing?) for joy right in front at the track. yes. and after that i hugged my tablet REALLLY REALLY TIGHTLY and refused to let go of it all the way until i reached home. gosh...i was SO freaking worried....breaking out in cold sweat and taking shallow breaths....wow...what an experience...i promise to be MUCH more careful with my tabby....definitely..coz i CANNOT lose it. i CANT. i will die.