ahhhh...i realize there are a few specific days when i will blog. haha. anyway, thursdays are one of them because i totally totally hate thursdays and there is always something that pisses me off on thursdays. or at least...something that i wanna blog about.

so this week, it is econs test...DUH. i mean. econs is one of the banes of my life. haha. well. i studied for this one. that i am sure and i really have no idea what kinda results i can hope to get. of course i HOPE to do better than the last time which was TERRIBLE...but well. i din finish the entire question obviously. but at least, this time i THINK i knew what i needed to include in the essay? oh wells. market structure. argh. i cannot imagine how it will be like for major exams. having to study ALL the chapters is totally totally pure torture and it is virtually IMPOSSIBLE. for normal people of course. there are idiots whose brain can absorb ridiculously large amounts of information. well. obviously i am referring to those ultimate muggers. ULTIMATE mugs. kudos to those no life suckers!

next thing that got me damn irritated was the fact that i have econs test followed by BIO spa skill A immediately. i mean. after econs my hand is already aching. but after bio spa, my hand is just broken. in fact, and i am not exaggerating, my hand was shivering uncontrollably right after bio. that is NOT GOOD. and the thing is..how the HELL are we supposed to write 6 PAGES WORTH OF information down in ONE PATHETIC HOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its not like we are machines can!!! oh right. i forgot. to the singapore gover****t, we are all just DIGITS. yes. lurve my GP teacher for introducing me to that interesting term. digits in the pathetic working force of the little red dot that are supposed to be freaking proficient in skills and blahblah due to the Gove****nt's lame attempts to keep the little red dot on the map of the business world. *rolls eyes* i am SO leaving this god forsaken place one day. anyway, obviously i did not finish the entire planning. i just wrote some illegible nonsense for the last 4 sections. and to tell u the truth, i dun really know what my hand was doing the last few minutes. it is just doodling curvy lines of varying lengths on the paper. well. hopefully it can be deciphered. no matter the amount of effort needed. i will be glad with a level 4. damn. that is such a pathetic low expectation!!!!!! ew terence. you are so stupid.

anyway, the day started out with chem where we went through that terrible chem test which i failed (surpise surprise). but i am so over THAT. though i wrote a few comments to myself. saying that i am so stupid for making such stupid mistakes because i basically get the concepts but i failed to apply them. wow. that is besides the point. after bio spa, we were all traumatised. i think and went for GP where we did current affairs quiz before the lesson turned into a PW lesson. isnt it wonderful? my wonderful GP tutor hardly teaches GP. so the lesson was basically...so so. and at the end, i wanted to fly home straight to my bed and konk off (after taking a nice shower..duh) but ah ping ask me to wait for her. so being on a "kind" mode i agreed and in the end, i left school at FIVE when i could have gone home an hour earlier. ALL WY'S FAULT. reformat com have to mobilize the entire world population one. haiyo.

so basically i need to practice bio, i.e study bio. my PI is done..like finally coz i refuse to change anymore the deadline is freaking tomolo and i carn print at home. argh. and i also need to brush up on chem and math and econs. wait. thats almost everything. *light-headedness*i need sleep*

ok. tml haf swimming. joy. ok. i meant that. no sarcasm intended. but i REALLY hope it ends uber early so i can rush back to skl to print out my freaking PI and then staple with that cover sheet and put in that stupid file and HAND IT UP AND NEVER SEE IT AGAIN. damn. i have to pay fine for late current affair submission and for speaking chinese in class. argh!

god. this post is beyond incoherent. well..wad do u expect. its terence. and its 1.51am. and i am still crazy over that person. wow. amazed. i'll try.