ok..... my long absense from this stagnating blog should be accounted for.... haha.. i mena.. the only thing that will keep me from the computer... or at least.. from blogger.. is PROMOTIONAL EXAMS... and i just finished THAT stressful phase of the year... thank heavens.... let me recount the events at the slaughter house....

on monday...... it is....... erm... oh.. study break... hahaha..... my memory is obviously.. SHOT. ok.. nothing interesting about that lah... TUESDAY... lets start from tuesday. tuesday is.... my biology paper in the mornin.... cool paper.. i mean.. its doable i guess.. just that i got totally tricked by MYSELF. well... at first i got that stupid mcq correct... but then i HAD to go and double check and hange it to a wrong answer..... that is just so dman stupid of me...... but yeah... i just realized that AFTER the paper.. so its too freaking late... oh wells... but all in all.. bio was a reasonable paper... i dunno WHAT i'll get.. but yeah.. hope its not too bad.. but i really wanna take H3 though.. so i'm hopin i'll ace it.. HAHA.. wishful thinking.....ok.. after bio.. i had lunch.. and then tried to study econs while waiting for GP paper to start. and when that came.. i got shocked.. coz i really cannot gauge how badly i will do. yeah... the essay was like.. on.. hmmmm... well i did the econs type.. essay.. haha... Is tourism always beneficial to a country. and the compre was on the good and bad of wealth.... haha.. tough.... i din finish the AQ too... and that means i sucked. but what the hell. i had worse things to worry about....so i went home... and tried to mug econs. the sheer volume of what i need to study got me so damned stressed i started calling everyone... but the only person who answered my call was amanda... surprisingly.... and even more surprising is that she successfully calmed me down.... i was like... in zen mode after hanging up... and i was extra efficient in studying the only 3 topics which i planned to study.. demand and supply, market failure and inflation.

good choices too.. coz.. WEDNESDAY.. i went to school and took the paper... market failure came out for essay and case study and inflation came out for essay as well. so i at least had sumthing to write. no.. i had too many things to write for case study.. i think i wrote those irrelevant stuff.. but yeah... by the end of the exam, my hand was SHAKING and HURTING like mad. urgh... esp on my middle finger.. it had that lump and it hurt. grrrrrrr. ok.. so after lunch, i went home and planned to go to math tuition.. but i overslept.. like a bloody idiot and woke up at 5... NO POINT OING. so i panicked and just did what i could do on my own. and prayed that math wun kill be......

but on THURSDAY.... it did . i was TOTALLY SCREWED by the math paper and i got VERY VERY VERY UPSET BY IT BECAUSE IT IS so god damn difficult!!!!!!!!!!!! its UNFAIR !!! :( and i din even complete the paper. and i lost A LOT OF MARKS!!!!! BY NOT DOING. sadness sadness.... but after lunch.. i got inspired to look on the bright side of life.... i mean.. its the last paper the day after right.. so we should just bite the bullet, study the best we can for chem.. and celebrate when is over. so thats what i did... met up and talked with my bro online for a couple of hours.. chilling..... relaxing.. hes such a nice guy..... before resting and getting down to business.... honestly, you need to relax before you study and it works.. coz its more efficient.. and yeah. it worked.... talked with mr cheng for a while while doing my final topic on chembonding... he's a great help helping me consolidate my work.. and then i went off to bed.

finally.... TODAY....... FRIDAY......... i got up.... went to school and did my last minute flip through of my notes.. and it was off the the exam room. the slaughterhouse... and surprisingly, the paper is a doable paper.... tricky at parts.. MCQ was maddening.. and essay was TIME CONSUMING..... and i din plan my time too good.. so i gave the teacher back 3 marks that he or she gave to me. yeah. i cant believe it.. its like.. i got the whole answer in my brain.... i just dont have the time to write it down.... its like times up right before my pen touched the paper,,, oh wells. and i got sooo careless!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! with the deductive.. i mean. i GOT the structure... i just WROTE 2 INSTEAD OF 3 how stupid can i get! and FINALLY........ i read manganese as magnesium. how stupid is that.... 10 marks flying outta the window like that.. so not worth it. oh wells. thats that though.. its over........... and so is this post.