ok... exams are over... yipppee.... *monotonous tone*... erm... is that even a big deal? i think NOT. for the past..... few years.. actually.. every year before this one... that statement is true.. i was totally free after promotional exams.... playing.... chilling.. WHATEVER.... NOW?!!?!?!??!!??!?!?!?!?!? well.. i got three freakin days off.... monday tuesday wednesday.... so to speak.... but for tuesday and wednesday, it is spent... GOING TO SCHOOL, DOING PW. what. the... FREAK... what kind of a break is THAT?! and there is OPEN HOUSE and PW rehearsals and EOM SUBMISSION to worry about RIGHT after we get back to school. WHAT THE HELL IS THEIR FREAKING PROBLEM. HONESTLY.... i should be GOING OUT AND PLAYING MY GUTS OUT...... well.. i did that today.. but that was AFTER going to school!!!!!!!! and after FOUR hours of brain juice wringing for PW.

seriously... what the hell is wrong with the bloody education system here huh?! are they TRYING to work us to DEATH?! COZ IF THEY ARE.... they are doing a pretty damn good job. i mean.... ever since the last few weeks of term 3, they started their diabolical plan to train the "digits". firstly, there is the BIG PROMOS. and THAT got me pretty freaked out with all the messed up stuff that i have to study. it ALSO managed to turn my once clean room into a freaking WARZONE. oh yeah.. the battle of ME VS THE EVIL NOTES. a few stacks of paper currently reside on my table, on the FLOOR and on my BED. so... as promos drew closer, i slipped back into the american time frame. fluctuating between the california time frame.. and new york time zone... and during the actual promos, it was pure stress every single day and my hand feels like its gonna crumble. and i was so happy when friday came.... went home and had a graet time talking to my bro online.... till late.. and treated myself to fish and co. and you would think that its the start of some relaxing weekend....

well.... stop deluding yourself and wake up to reality. that is not gonna happen. coz.... come tuesday and wednesday, you are working ur ass off for PW yet AGAIN. URGH.... i'm so freaking frustrated with it..... and i still dont have the time to pack my room!!! and to add on to my misery, i have normal lessons starting soon!!!!!!!!!!!!! what the hell isnt that WONDERFUL?! URGH.............. i hate school!