hmm..i've been watching some very very very controversial TV shows lately.. in fact, its only for the last few days... but the intriguing part is definitely not what makes it so controversial in the first place. well, of course it is definitely a factor. but its not the MAIN thing. ANYWAY, such shows are obviously not shown in singapore and i shall not ever reveal what the hell is that show. but let me talk about it.

lets call.. this guy... BK. he is, without a doubt, the most interesting character i have ever seen. i dunno what is it exactly that makes it so damn interesting. maybe its because of the character development. or maybe its because of the persona's character itself. like cold and steely... forgot how exactly did another character describe him. goes along the line of.. no excuses no apologies... sumthing like that. but honestly... i think its just the complexity of it that makes it such a nice character. he cares... but he never shows it. to the point where it gets frustrating. and confusing. but when he does show it he does it in his own way. like.. its very subtle. but very very dramatic at the same time. i guess one of the times... is that his best friend wants to have a relationship with someone else. but everyone feels and is angry because the friend is holding back... because of BK. like the friend doesnt dare to get in a relationship because of BK. and this made everyone mad.. at.. BK. because they all think its his fault. and so... he started to distance himself. pushing his best friend since he was 14 away. to the point of doing something REALLY REALLY bad... on the friend's birthday to make his friend hate him. just so the friend can just let go and be happy with someone else. and its just so freaking complex. but its like.. wow. well, that said, BK is one hell of a freaking narcissist though. and metrosexual. haha.

well, i just gotta say all the relationships there are like so.... intriguing. but well.. i guess i'm kinda slow.. it showed in US for like how many YEARS already.. lol. but then again. its not exactly easy to find online though.. and that sucks.. lol.