first up. the AACR presentation which is on... the... ELEVENTH of december!!!!!!!!!!!! KINDA freaking out a LITTLE bit here. i mean, who are we presenting to man... its at the freaking BIOPOLIS. sounds intimidating. ahhhh... later all those pros shoot us down HOW... uh oh. i HOPE AND PRAY that there is no question and answer session. HONESTLY hope so. but from what i understand, their timing is very very very very very tight. so maybe there will be no Q&A afterall. but there is one down side to that though. we only have seven minutes. and in the rehearsal today with david and ms yee.... we took 9 minutes. granted, that is including the times when i fumbled a bit and when david paused for a while. well, you also have to take in consideration that david here... only JUST realised that he has to do the treatment part as well. so let us hope that we can go faster when he is more familiar. and me... i haf to rush too.. hai.. i vv scared too rushed. HOW HOW HOW. ok. STOP PANICKING. i mean.. who cares if the guest of honour is the chairman of a*star.. its not like he's gonna be the one you are presenting to right? right? *uncertain* ok. i REALLY need to STOP scaring myself. i mean. i've already gone through hell and back with PW... what is THIS... i mean.. its just some silly national competition where all the top JCS are participating in right? NO PRESSURE. its like what mrs lam said in the beginning. the most important thing is to enjoy and learn and experience mah. stop scaring urself terence. stop it. I SAID STOP IT! ok. i'm calm. i think...
how about... focusing on some HAPPIER things. like the wonderful wonderful wonderful even that is gonna happen the day AFTER the presentation! like... the fact that... you are going to get on a plane. and FLY your ass out of this STUPID country!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY. i can go back to HK. my GOD. thank heavens. i really need to get away from a while. a very LONG while. or i think i will like collapse or something. YAY. and that also reminds me... that means that my birthday is coming closer too!!!!! lol. i'm gonna turn 17... yay... whoopie.. haiz. i cant wait... i need to go.. for some serious retail therapy. lol. and i'm not gonna do that in singapore. let me see.. i want.. jeans. LOADS of important DVDS and add more stuff to my disney collection. and.... get some button down shirts... maybe sweater vests... or a jacket. or both. what the heck. and... well.. something branded hopefully.. LOL.. if i still have cash left after all that. LOL.. oh YEAH. forgot. sunglasses!!!! hahaha...... i'm sure i can think of more stuff.... right.
you light the sky up above me