ok... today is just a super bad day........ well.. firstly... i slept at..... wait for it............... six forty-five. that is rounded down. dont ask me what the shit was i doing up so late... bottomline is... i shouldn't have done that.... anyway, i slept for about 5 hours before waking up.... and getting ready to go to NTU. so i went to bathe and print stuff and change and blahblah...... and STUPID me.... dilly dally and took my own su-weet time until i left the house at.... one thirty. ONE THIRTY. my lecture is at FREAKING NTU at two thirty..... that gives me about one freaking hour to get my ass all the way across the island to get to that freaking place. and we were supposed to go there EARLY as well because the lecture theatre is not in the SBS building.... its some other lecture theatre in some other deserted corner of the entire campus. SOOOO....... i went anyway, and by the time i was at city hall, it is already TWO TEN. yup... amazing isnt it....... remember that NTU is NOT right next to boonlay mrt station.. you still have to walk through the entire bus terminal to wait for the bus and then go to SBS which is one of the last stops. so i got fed up and sick with myself and decided to skip and not go to NTU today. so i alighted the train and called keng sheng to tell him that i give up trying to get to NTU on time and so i refuse to go...... and then i called everyone i wanted to go out with.... but by some weird messed up coincidence, the whole world is busy. ian had tuition, fabian and konrad went out with friends. and my sister had tuition at 3.30. cool isnt it? its amazing i tell you.... oh yeah.... if you're wondering why i din call my friends in TJ, its duhhh.. coz they are having their BIO and CHEM march uncommon progress shit test today and will not end till like 5 sumthing? yes.... so here i am.. stuck on my own like some loser. wow. amazing. so what am i doing now? i am at the esprit club.... blogging. no... i din plan to come here. its a spontaneous spur of the moment impromptu kinda thing. ooooh wells.... i dont feel like going home. but then again i do need to study... maybe i'll go find some corner here to study. maybe even in this place too... but then i still have to settle my lunch...... URGH... freak this.... i hate my life...