OH NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! i just took my napha today! all 6 items at one go! DAMN IT I'M SO TIRED NOW! urgh! and we had to run in the stupid RAIN!!! argh!!! ok. i'm sure some would be curious what i got for all those stuff right? ok.. here goes.
shit!!! ok. i'm proud of my pull ups. i did ONE! and i was quite close to doing TWO! which would mean that i passed napha! BUT.... i didnt. damn it! i'm so pissed!!!! no. i'm not pissed because i failed. it's kinda my GOAL to fail actually. URGH! why the hell did i do so well!!!!!!! CRAP!
this is NOOTTTT GOOD!!! i pray that they dont use the napha results to determine my pes status for army.... oh CRAP i'm so freaking hell screwed! can i take again and do everything lousier so i get like.. a bronze or sumthing? ARGH!!! THIS IS NOT GOOD!!! my BIGGEST WORRY is the 2.4km!!!! i'm supposed to have freaking hell exercise induced asthma for heaven's sake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how the SHIT am i supposed to run 11:40!!!! oh no!! i was aiming for 13 minutes!!!! TERENCE!!! YOU JUST EFFED URSELF UP! SHIT SHIT SHIT!!! argh! i'm so angry! and what the hell for the first time in my bloody life i got an A for shuttle run? WTF is up with THAT MAN! i'm supposed to get the ON THE DOT E grade!!! not A!!! ok... i'm STILL the slowest in the entire class. but it's an A! SHIT! as for the sit ups.. i have no idea what is the grade but i'm pretty sure its not less than a C... oh noo!!! and my standing broad jump.. for the first time in my life i got 215.... and i prob scrapped a D or is it still an E... ARGH! i dunno!!!!!!!! ok.. but i'm n ot that worried about that... ok.. sit and reach is confirmed A. that's the only thing that's supposed to get an A!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! and MY 2.4!!!!!!!!! IT'S LIKE... B OR C?!!?!?!?!! CRAP!!!!!!!!! i NEED to get like... 12:51 to get an E!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHH damn it why the hell must i be so competitive!!! i should have gone SLOWER!!!!!! STROLL for the last round!!! DAMN IT! ok... the only consolation is pull ups.... i failed. YAY! but actually i just wanna get a bronze..the important thing is... i CANNOT GET A GOLD FOR RUNNING!!!!!!! SHIT SHIT SHIT!!! WHAT IF THEY PUT ME AT A HIGHER PES?!?!?!?!?! NOOO!!!! I WILL DIE!!!!! PLEASE NO PLEASE NO PLEASE NOOOO!!!! ARGH!!! BOOHOOHOOOOOOOOO
i'm devastated and i'm panicking. shit shit shit! i DONT WANNA GO INTO PES B... i want PES C9!!!!! F***!!! i need to call mindef soon.. SHIT! this SUCKS! I WANNA RETAKE AND GET A FREAKIGN E FOR EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!! (please tell me it can be done. :'< )