ok. FINALLY the shock of erm... thursday's (?) dream has finally passed. i'm totally back to normal. phew. that was a LITTLE freaky. but thank god it's ok now. i think my subconscious just needed a little vent. haha. well, i just thank god that's over. i hope nothing like that happens to me again. i mean... ok fine i kinda liked it while it lasted but its not supposed to happen in the first place. sooo, even if i HAVE to dream of such stuff again... the THING i dream about needs to be DIFFERENT. lol. yes. i'm prob not making much sense to 99.99999999999999% of the people. it's ok. privileged information. no... heck privileged. its top secret.

ANYWAY. another week has passed. and i'm definitely getting more and more and MORE screwed. especially with the constant reminders and countdowns AND.... the WORK. oh my god. it's unbelievably terrible. honestly. ah well. i don't really want to blog about a effed up shitty thing called school. i've wasted like a whole hell of a lot of posts talking about that rubbish.

so let's talk about something else! like... i'll probably go out again this weekend with some of my besties... and next week i'll definitely go out with a lot of them! haha... movies and more movies! i tell you, nothing makes me feel better than spending a whole day out with my besties. :D and ian is FINALLY BACK FROM.... WALES! hahahaha... went there for a competition and now he's back and stressed. poor thing. but he's back! that means we can go out next week! hahahaha... hellboy 2 the golden army! and prob watching batman on sunday! hehex. i love movies with besties. OUTINGS with them are good enough to brighten my gloomy days. :D

oh yeah. one more important thing that happened. my dear sis came back from london! hahaha. and being the rich girl she is, she spent A LOT of pounds (the currency. the weight... well not so much.) and bought me some REALLY kewl stuff!!! thanks sis!!!! =D 2 shirts from energie and a necklace with that cool charmed-ish pendant and... a QUILL!!! i feel so... "classic english" LOL. it's a real freaking cool quill complete with the fountain tip and you need to dip it in ink! so harry potter-esque right?! hahahaha. super cool stuff. and she apparently finds europe... so so. lol... well, for a modernised woman like her... i guess places like england and paris are a little too old school for her... PLUS the quirky things that the people there do.. lol... i've heard stories about baby buggies and getting kicked out the bus.. AND walking lots of stairs in the dorm my cousin stays in cuz she studied in and just graduated from royal college of music. awesome huh... shitty thing is i couldnt go too... GRR.

oh wells. ok. that's all for now. i'm in a little bit of a good mood. for once.

a ray of sunshine through those dark gloomy clouds looming over my entire world.

the little things that make my life bearable...