it's been a while since i posted huh. i was getting quite sick of seeing the lyrics to that spring awakening song. by the way... spring awakening is quite an interesting musical... lol. what else can you say about a musical about teenage journey of discovery about sexuality and all the shit that comes with being in the transition phase of teenage life. complete with rock-ish music.

anyway, i'm not really here to talk about that. i'm here to talk about those gdmfsob who sent me that idiot letter for enlistment into the shittiest thing on Earth called NS which i swear i hate to the CORE of the CORE. it was freaking annoying and disturbing that they sent that dreaded effing letter weeks before the most important examinations of my entire pathetic life. trying to screw me up much? well i'm not going to give them that satisfaction. so... to the effing ministry of defence in little red dot: F*ck you... you useless inefficient bunch of goons. where's "little red dot" you may ask? it's an "imaginary" sunny island "paradise" hub-for-every-single-thing wannabe located near the equator. go figure.

i'm actually quite thankful i managed to catch that episode of the O show. it's made such impact in my life. if i didnt watch it i probably would be busy feeling miserable and annoyed with the entire world. or i may be suicidal cuz of the prelim results. but no. i love life. my life is rockin. and it will only continue to get better! yes. the power of positive thinking. A levels? BRING IT ON. (lol. i hope i can still feel that unafraid and calm as time RACES towards the actual exams.. haha!)

i think this shitty post has gone on 3 paragraphs too long... :P so i should probably shut up soon. but i wanna talk about one last thing before i go.. prob the only thing in the bloody post that actually makes any sense (to me at least)

sometimes... i just want to miss something. something i say... why?? because... by virtue of the very act of "missing", it implies that i actually possessed something worth missing to begin with. for me, that is... theoretically true. but technically? hmm.. debatable.

- give you my all. because you gave me.