it's 2009... finally. and that means my enlistment date is getting closer and closer by the second. ok. i'm so not going to dwell on that. it's supposed to be a HAPPY new year!

i cant believe that i'm going to have to go back to singapore soon.............. only 3 more days and i'll be on the plane back to that idiotic place. but well, i suppose i do need to go back so that i can go on a diet.... i gained quite a bit of weight this past month! hahaha... and ANNOYINGLY... it's all at my stomach. bloody shitty fats... GRRR! and i cant get to sleep coz of my stupid hiccups.. argh!!!! i'm so frustrated! and tired.. lol.. cuz of that party we had today.... loads of food... steak.. pasta.. salad... cake! and not to mention salami, parma ham, smoked salmon and pate. too bad we din get to open the goose liver pate.. LOL... foie gras will make it... A LOT MORE FATTENING! hahahahaha... but how can you say no to good food right? you cant. period.

besides the food... i realized that i've been getting rather out of hand with my alcohol consumption. i've been drinking quite a bit ever since it was legal for me to do so and i've got to say that's definitely not a good thing. what with the vodka and red wine and beer and ice wine and freaking sake... i dont know what condition my poor liver is in right now. so... i guess i'll have to stay OFF the booze for now. well... at least i'm not drunk... which is extremely surprising to me.. lol... i thought i'll be singing japanese songs after my third drink! HAHA. thank god i didnt do such embarassing things... my nephews will think i'm freaking crzazy!~! hahaha

URGH... god damn hiccups!!

- hearts leap in a giddy whirl.