whoops! and then i went to sleep at 3am when i didnt want to and ended up waking up today with the post still uncompleted. this is getting out of hand. i seem to be taking very very very very long to post a simple blog post cuz i keep dozing off or sumthing. which is STUPID... ANYWAYS, i'm back a day earlier than expected. that's a great thing cuz it means i have one more night in the real world before going back in to hell week. i just have this strange feeling that next week will seem a lot, a lot longer than this one. sighs... maybe it has something to do with staying in the jungle for 3 nights? i dunno.

whatever it is, i'm still going to enjoy my days out. i'm definitely going to have dinner at home tomorrow cuz i miss edible food so so much. and i need to go to the doctors because my throat and cough is not going away and it's already been what... TWO weeks?! that freaking island is a terrible place to be in i tell you. fall sick and you'll never get well or you'll take MUCH longer than usual to get well.

anyway, as you can probably imagine, the very first thing that i did when i came home was, turn computer on, fly into the shower and scrub my entire body down from head to toe... twice. and after enjoying a looongggg long HOT water bath and i'm feeling all nice and clean and refreshed, i'll throw all my laundry into the washing machine for my mom to press the switch. and THEN, i will go and steal some snacks to cleanse my palate after eating gross food for the entire week. and finally, i'll sit back down in front of my computer and type away. with my earphones plugged in, door locked... and doing stuff like checking my email, adding people onto msn... lame stuff like that.. and then i'll go read other people's blog, facebook.. and YOUTUBE! my fave website.. haha.

but well, i'm pretty sure some of my besties will know why i love coming home to my computer so much.. gosh i'm so obsessed.... ok.. no i'm not obsessed. no. i've got a pretty damn good reason why i'm always talking about my computer. because being stuck in camp without it makes me freaking NUTS. i think about it every single day...... and now that i can barely talk coz my voice is about to be lost for the first time in my life and i am simply refusing to let that happen, i have a lot more time thinking about it cuz i'm not distracted by talking to my bunk mates. sighs. i should kinda stop talking about this huh. yes. it's making every post sound the same. sooooo..... i'm not gonna talk about it for a while... unless something happens which compels me to write about it again. hahahahaha. yes. wow how confusing. i think my meds are making me kinda loopy. i dunno why i am feeling light headed right now. kinda like the other time when i drank a lot of drinks...

urgh the thing i really cant stand is going back tomorrow. i'ts gonna be a LONG week ahead i'm sure. i cant wait till it's over. i really really really cant wait.

-keep your eyes, locked on mine.