i'm feeling downright crappy right now. (what a way to start a blog post huh) my head is spinning and throbbing and my stomach is just feeling queasy. urgh i swear this is the worst i have felt for a long long time. but that's what u get when u guzzle down THAT much alcohol in a few hours like a bloody idiot. to top things off, there's no way to get it out of ur system cuz i actually managed to stick to my promise and not go to those places until the next month. major liver damage much? wow i feel so shitty i dont even really feel like completing this post.. lol.. but i shall... serves me right for overdoing it....

anyways, the reason why i'm so damn intoxicated is cuz i am at xj's house for a sleep over. i dont know why i'm the freaking drunk and i'm the earliest riser. doesnt make a lot of sense to me but whatever... i kinda konked out at 3am or earlier. i can't really remember. the last thing i remembered what the 3 of then huddling in front of the computer getting ready to watch margaret cho... which is extremely PG compared to what we were doing prior to loading margaret cho videos. hahahahaha. oh... and "we" refers to vernon, xue hu, xian jun and me. hahahahaha... let's just say that we had an extremely wild time. for xian jun and me at least.. lol..... i think the only why i actually condoned such activities was cuz i'm totally drunk as hell. but everything other than that i would have engaged in whether or not i had gallons of alcohol pumping through my blood...

ok. i just got home from xj's place. i think that we had a good long talk about what to do with the problems on our hands. but that said, there's a small tiny little nagging voice in my head that tells me that we have gone overboard... although that voice is weak and insignificant. i was stoning on the train with xuehu... i think we are both quite tired... thinking about it makes me feel a little lethargic and ill... but i gotta admit... it's necessary. and fun. whatever. i'm just bitchy. oh yes. interesting observation. singapore has FINALLY copied a modified (and therefore subpar) version of the hong kong mtr trains with that blinking indicator board. what an improvement! good job little red dot! now you have little red blinking dots on ur trains!

all in all... i think yesterday and today morning and early afternoon has been rather exciting. thanks for my besties who make my life so interesting. lol i love my friends... and thanks to xian jun for the bday present! lol.. finallyyyyyyyy i got my grey jeans! :)

- take me somewhere we can be alone.