this week has been weird so far. on monday... i dragged my pathetic ass to camp even though i jolly well knew that i had a fever... of at least 38degrees. so that suicide attempt almost led to me passing out/puking/shitting my pants on the bus. gross. couldnt make out a single THING cuz all i saw were stars... i couldnt see.. and all the sounds were muffled... it was freaking scary. i was about to tell myself NOT to walk into the light before i thought that THAT was freaking LAME. anyways.... as i was struggling to stay conscious i managed to get a sip of water... and freaking hell it's like the freakign flood gates opened cuz i started perspiring from every pore of my body... cold sweat... and finally things started coming back into focus. when i walked into camp my temperature was 37.7. but by the time i went to the medical centre... the temperature was 39. i think it's one of the few times the medic got to write CRITICAL in red ink and stick the red coloured sticker on me. but...... i had to wait for half an hour for the Mo to stroll in... and the consultation was one of the fastest i ever had in my entire freaking life. i went in... sat down.... he said.. "turn ur back towards me let me check ur lungs" and after that... he gave me the slip and said go to room 2 and pass it to the medic there. the whole process took less than 15 seconds. and i waited for another half an hour to get my ONE day MC and medicine. honestly... 39 degrees and ONE DAY MC?! come ON!

anyways, so on tuesday i dragged myself to camp while i was groggy from the drugs because my stupid MC was OVER in the blink of an eye. and because of the medication i was a total gong the whole day so i asked for permission to go to the sick bay to rest. and apparently only the MO can put people in sick bay so by right i cant go there. but the medic was nice enough to take pity in me and let me rest there till lunch. they're nice people there.... anyways. so i was sleeping there... and after lunch i had to return to office where i basically stoned all day cuz i can barely do anything after my second dose of medicine. but oh my GOD the day was DRRAGGGGYYYYY.... but finally the time came to eff off and go home.. and so i'm home.. and when i reached home.. i found out my fever is BACK! at 37.5degrees which is my latest temperature which i took 2 minutes ago. this is insane. i'm quite sianned right now. if this keeps up i'll need to be hospitalised soon. urgh!

- promise me forevermore.