"You're report sick rate is very high - 4 times in 2 weeks." - CPT fuck-me-in-my-ass.

can i just say.. "DUH"! are you stupid or what. the first time i went to see ur fuck-face i already told you i CANT do the course and i want to do and downgrade medical status. but noooo... u decided to be a stupid little PRICK and refuse to do that. Congratulations u useless whore for creating a HUGE admin mess AND lots of trouble for everyone and ME. thanks to you and ur overstuffed anus there are emails flying all over the place... not to mention phone calls chasing over some stupid document. now headquaters... the school.. and the hell island is involved. all thanks to you. do u see the huge inconvenience u are causing? obviously NOT

like i said the second time i saw u... the MOMENT i had one SINGLE practical my condition WORSENED immediately. either u are blind.. or u have someone's milky bodily fluid in ur eyes because EVERYONE can see the change. honestly. i dont get why it's soooooooo difficult to let me out of that thing. consequences? i dont see any. even after three months the organisation doesnt seem to be crushing down on ur face because i didnt graduate. so WHY do u INSIST that i stay there when i can help increase the efficiency and productivity of this stupid place in the admin and logistics side?

gosh... right now i'm not even that upset about a certain NUS faculty rejecting me. LOOK AT THE STUDENTS THEY PRODUCE! pathetic cowardly SHITSTERS. here i thought the interview was meant to screen for individuals who are well suited for the course. i.e: compassion, care, kindness. erm. i think i was wrong. apparently i got rejected because i wasnt a heartless acidic slut who has a buttplug up my ass. oh. and i actually WANT to help people. and not treat all my patients like dirty pieces of dog shit which u see at vivocity.

ok. i think i'm done ranting about that little dickhead for today. for today. i just found some extremely interesting things online. dont you guys think "p-e-s-v-i-e-n" is a very very unique name? try searching it on google. u'll find one individual who used to be my english teacher but is currently the plaything for my bunch of besties and me. hahaha. i just spent so much time laughing at her now i'm tired.

speaking of that. for some strange reason i've been feeling this sudden wave of exhaustion every night at about 10pm and an hour later it'll get so serious that i'll fall asleep against my will. this happens when i have a lot of shit in my life. i think it's my body's defense mechanism against fucked up crap that always seems to happen. esp in this wonderful shitty organization.

- i'm lost in your eyes.