i think i may have visited the doctors too many times this year. i mean, i barely went to the clinic 5 times last year. i exceeded that amount within 2 months since january 2009 i think. but why on earth am i suddenly thinking of that? because....... my room has a growing stockpile of medications. goodness. i was going through the numerous bags of medicine and seperating them into ones that i have used before and completely new ones. HUGE bag. if anyone needs paracetamol or cough syrup... or charcoal pills for that matter... hit me up. plenty to spare. if i ate all those painkillers i will die for sure. cuz that's all THAT idiot CPT slutface knows to give.

anyway, i havent been feeling well recently... been feeling terribly lethargic and all so i went to see the doctor today and bloody holy cow dung i got a week MC. and i had to PAY for tamiflu. the government is like forcefeeding EVERYONE tamiflu cuz they are trying to get rid of their huge stockpile which is expiring. btw, my tamiflur expired last year but the MOH extended it's expiry date by SEVEN years. what on earth do they think it is.. canned food? there are LIVES at stake here..... capitalist sluts who refuse to take a loss.... go and shamelessly transfer their losses to the public..... what a sneaky lowly underhand move. i'm despising the MOH more and more these days. what with their refusal to increase the status of the alert level even though the WHO already announced that it's a pandemic since god knows when and it's now 'unstoppable'. stubborn short little git. he needs to be slapped.

anyway... i had to pay for that shitty tamiflu which is expired. 45 bucks. what the hell.. the least they can do for rotting my brains and wasting my time and energy by forcing me to serve in that screwed up organisation is to pay for my medication and that includes tamiflu.... they are just making everything compulsory. URGH so infuriating. i hate this shitty place. and what's with the sweltering hot weather anyway. just the cherry on top of the cesspool.

-be there where my arms could reach you.