i think i've been growing fatter and fatter these days. i'm gaining weight like a pregnant woman. argh... oh wells. i guess this is what happens when u simply sit in the office for the whole day... and eat. oh. and of course the complete lack of exercise is a major contributing factor. sighs. and i just had an extremely filling dinner tonight as well. sighs.............. this is kinda bad. anyways, i get the feeling that i'm going to fall sick soon... yet again. sighs. i think it's cuz of the weather or sumthing. it's so terribly hot and humid.. and everyone in the office is ovulating sand or something. it just adds to the overall misery. maybe it's time i paid a visit to the doctors again.

another thing that happened to me recently..... i got hooked on to cardcaptor sakura... again. good lord. and i am actually watching it in god damn japanese.. with english subtitles of course do u think i'm nuts? i realized that the english versions are all cut short... it takes away from of the layers on the story..... and also underplays a rather interesting overall theme for all the characters.................. which i have shared with xuehu and vernon. lol.. i know xianjun wont be too interested so oh wells.. HAHA. but i always loved all the different powers of the cards... and how all those pretty ladys whoosh out of their cards and act all powerful. i absolutely love tomoyo-chan who is like... the cutest little thing. she's rich... she's BEYOND nice... and she sings.. and she's smart too.. oh.. and she makes sakura's costumes AND videotapes her. where to find these kinda friends?! LOL! i dont like sakura though. she is always being an annoying little bratty bitch. she needs a slap... or... multiple slaps.

haha. why am i talking about cardcaptor sakura.... lol.. oh yeah. besides that i also began watching another weird american series.... 10 things i hate about you by ABC family of course.... one of the best television networks.... other's include CW and MSNBC. and why is ABC the best? DUh because it belongs to DISNEY! hahaha.. the show is about 2 sisters.. one who is a total wannabe bimbo and the other is the emo/activist type who doesnt give a shi about popularity. they just moved to cali from... some southern state and it's about how they fit in in the new school with new rules and everything. it's quite a bitchy.... bimbotic show.... maybe that's why i find it entertaining. hahahaha.

i SO need to exercise. gosh. why is it that i cant have the determination and discipline to make sure that i consistently exercise so that i can justify a gym membership which is extremely costly? :'( ! oh wells.

-with your imperfections, i think you're perfect.