my mom just came back from australia yesterday. welcome back! like as if she'll read this. regardless, i think it's a pretty good thing she's back because in the 10 days that she has gone i have been fattening myself up like some turkey to be slaughtered for thanksgiving. i've just been eating and eating and eating and NOT exercising. seriously, i think that laziness is going to totally kill me one day. i WANT to exercise.. but i'm just too damn effing lazy to do it. this is why my mom is right in frowning in disapproval when i said i wanted to blow a few hundred a month on a gym membership because she knows that i'll totally not make full use of it so what the hell is the point!

anyway, the lastest thing that i've been totally enjoying... another guilty pleasure.. is... TOFFEE APPLES! i LOVE those things they are DELICIOUS. it's like... a nice ripe green sour apply.. coated with an amazing coat of hard caramelized candy. and the sweetness of the candy just balances the sourness of the apple and it's just..... perfect. my sister and i ate 3 of those in 2 days. my mom bought them in austrailia because she thought they looked pretty. but she didnt expect us to like it so much... besides.. she said it wasnt cheap.. and it's heavy... :( how sad! now i dont have anymore toffee apples to eat! i wanna post a pic of toffee apples which i found online..

doesnt it look SO DELICIOUS AND CUTE! it's SO adorable u just wanna shove the whole thing inside ur mouth. but of course... u'll choke and die. hmmmmmmmmmmmmm..... i love it!anyways..... about my weight gain... i can feel the fats piling on top of my flesh and it is sickening.. like... my freaking tum tum is ballooning insanely. this has got to stop! urgh i need to have the strength and discipline to follow through exercising regularly. pleeeaaaseee!

on a more.... depressing note, i've been feeling like i'm neglecting something. not that i'm resenting it or anything, but ever since the national day break which i took i've been spending a lot of time outside with my friends.... which in turn means that i'm not spending much time at home. with my computer. it's been an unsually long period of absense. i hope this draught will end soon. maybe then i can judge for myself which proverb rings true. absense makes the heart grow fonder, or out of sight, out of mind.

-please, please forgive me.