i'm feeling pretty crappy the past couple of days for no apparent reason. just keep sulking and shit... well maybe that has something to do with how they have successfully screwed up my life over and over and over and over and over that i dont even know what's up with it now. first.. i need to GO to camp. that in itself sucks. secondly...... there's a new regimental poopy who did not give me a good impression because he looks like a stuck up discipline-crazed no lifer. thirdly, i am forced to do duty and i actually have to "bid" for it. yeah. like as if there'll be any bidding going on.. what do u wanna bid with.. credits? losers and their lame systems. fourthly... my this weekend is a total screw up... and it just happens that it is a long weekend. which means.. my long weekend which is supposed to be wonderful.. is now officially freaking screwed up like a bitch. thanks a lot NS. you've done it yet again. excellent job. shall i award u a personal congressional medal of honour? like.. a meteor to leave an... impression on earth the exact same size and location of this pathetic country?

not to mention... there's this other captain sexist-eff-face-pig who is annoying the shit outta me recently. oh yeah. why is it that so many captains are retarded pieces of trash? i feel like making him eat the fruit of a pong pong tree. or inject air bubbles into his veins. see how you'll like THAT bitch. here's the deal.... i general detest everyone who makes snappy comments about the length of my hair. i'm not going to spend 10 bucks every 2 weeks just to trim my hair. not that the chicken shit you're paying me. you can live with a fugly hairstyle. i cant. i actually have a life outside of the camp unlike you losers. one of my besties made me realize why those higher authorities like to throw their insignificant weight around and "fuck" everyone else up. it's because they know that once they step outside of the gates of the camp and back in the real world, they are worthless and pathetic and useless. and when they get home, their retarded bitch of a wife will refuse to have sex with them. hence the fucking of everyone when they are in camp. oh yeah... i dare say majority of the regulars need psychiatric help of some kind. for their complete lack of self esteem... or simply for severe mental retardation.

why am i so pissy today? because i have a long weekend ahead and there is nothing to look forward to. that means my rare long weekend oppurtunity to have fun with my friends is caput. thanks to some annoying idiot who likes to switch tuition timings.... and yes...... the god damned organisation, Stupid Ass Fartface. thanks a lot bitches

- maybe it's true, that i can't live without you.