i am getting sick and tired of this crap. what is with the annoying habit of dropping sudden bombshells to shock people? first it was my posting to the stupid island. now, it's the storeman course. why is it that they always have to inform me... at the END of the day i'm supposed to report, that i was absent from wherever i'm supposed to be? is it THAT impossible for them to.. oh i don't know... give me PRIOR notice? the inefficiency and lack of organisation is astounding to me. especially when this specific organisation is meant to defend this damned country. so what will happen when there REALLY is a war? send us emails the day the war ends to notify us that we were actually supposed to be participating in it? awesome. and they like to do this... say... 5 minutes before u go home.

so now i'm whisked away to the opposite end of the island in less than a day's notice and i completely missed what i was actually rather looking forward to that's happening this week. what more, on the day that i return, there'll be hari raya stuff going on and i get to go home and an amazing 1830hrs. and the thursday on the same week there'll be a change in administration to an even more annoying stick in the ass. my life rocks. they BETTER promote me after i attend the course. damn it people who enlisted the same time as i did already got promoted except for me. what's that about. urgh! this is so annoying. gotta wake up before the sun does and travel. damn it.

well, at least we know that this place is adept at launching surprise attacks. the element of surprise would give a certain edge in actual warfare i suppose. not that it matters. we're gonna lose anyways. Losers.

- listen to my heart, can you hear it sing.